Just wanted you to know that I'm not dead yet, what happened yesterday moved me a bit and also added something more to the stress and the pressure I have here. Slowly but surely I'm becoming a real freelance person (lots of paper as usual, welcome to France, a country where we respond words with guns sigh...). Anyway, I dunno when I will post something else, maybe today, maybe not, nothing is easy.
Anyway, thanks everyone for the new year wishes and for everything.
Happy new year again !